Fail to prepare, prepare to fail!
Here is my meal plan for the upcoming week! I am ready to really tackle my health and fitness goals and get back to feeling like me again! I know the foods on here are far from gourmet daily dining, but eating like this takes making new habits and consistency.
Feel free to follow along and eat this meal plan with me this week!
Im so excited! We are on day two of our 30 day push up challenge! There are over 100 members getting their push up on with me this morning! I love seeing all of their smiling faces and reading about there goals! We each have a goal of being able to do 50 pushups by the end of the month!! PHEW!! Can we do it?! Oh yes we can!!
Im right down in the trenches with them! I feel like I have lost a ton of strength these past few months, so I am ready to rebuild and re shape!!!
There is still time to join the Push Up Challenge. Head over to: https://www.facebook.com/groups/250401858733295/
CAULIFLOWER “FRIED RICE”
I LOVE fried rice, and often make my own fried rice at home with brown rice which is delicious. But sometimes when I want to cut down on my carbs, I opt for cauliflower rice.
Yield: 4 servings, Serving Size: 1 1/3 cup
Have you seen the movie groundhogs day? That is how I feel about my grief. Every night I go to bed feeling a little bit better. Each morning I wake up feeling exactly the same way I felt on the days I lost my babies. Every morning I wake up afraid to roll out of bed to face the pain. Every morning I wake up scared, sad, and lonely. My Family is here with me, but I feel so alone in my emotions. There are days when the edge of the pain seems to have come off just a bit by the end of the day, and then there are days when I cannot run away from it all.
It can all seem to be just to much to bare. To much to feel. I wish I had more of a positive up lifting post for the day, but I really just want to be okay with feeling lousy. Yesterday I slept from 10 AM to 3:30 PM. It was as if my body shut down from it all. The body knows when things just get to be to much. My body knew to help me rest.
So the moral of my story this morning… its okay to just exist in pain and not run away from it. Its okay to just exist within your thoughts and be with them. Running away from all of it only numbs pain in the present moment, but no matter what that pain will be waiting for you to accept it and you will have to eventually feel it at some point.
Im no expert on grief. I am just sharing my experience with all of you in hopes that someone out there who is going through grief can grab on to any hope from my experiences.